On Physical Health


Expectations And Disappointments

Dear Reader, The (once more) long awaited day is over. I just got back from seeing the consultant to review the case of my health, not expecting too much but still had my hope destroyed,…


Not A Lot Has Changed

Dear Reader, It’s been a long time since I posted about my deteriorating health, but that is for good reason. Not a lot has changed since I received my shocking results (or non-results). I am…


The Arrival Of Unwelcome News

This afternoon I received the results I have been waiting almost six months for. I have endured pain, vomiting, using the toilet up to twenty times a day, bleeding, fevers and utter exhaustion. This illness…


The Dreaded Day Arrives

Dear Reader, So, it’s finally over. Well, the procedure itself that is. I went for my colonoscopy yesterday. It was quite an ordeal which I wasn’t exactly expecting. Before it even began I managed to…


Sorrow

March 5, 2015 Dear Reader, It has been a while since I updated you on what has been going on in my life. So much has happened since my last post that it will be…


A Lack Of Hope

Dear reader, I called the outpatients department at my local hospital yesterday evening to ask a few questions in preparation for my long-awaited test on Monday. Unexpectedly- and much to my dismay- I was told…


Fear

Dear Reader, I write to you from my bed to which I have been confined for multiple weeks. Understandably, I don’t have much to say. I am frightened. My health deteriorates daily. I am becoming…